Tuesday, September 12, 2006
it's not easy being me
everthing turn out miserable.so not in da mood.keep pushing myself to be calm but just cant handle it.i act to be calm.but my brain wont lie.im emotionally unstable.very unstable.try to keep myself busy.plan to attend the handball selection today-turn it down.again,plan to play futsal with kyra-again...i turn it down.felt so tired,sleepy,unhealthy n of course-very2 lonely,not desperate oke~to early to predict what the hell is goin on wif me.baru sgt lagi kan.it takes time to be comfortable with the new sorrounding.felt so unfocus inside the lecture.dah la kelas pg je aderk.len2 sume batal.heading str8 to home and sleep like nobody's businees.nak swim pon xde mood sgt2.trying hard too look forward-life must goes on afterall.surely the one's who left will not feel the same as he has lot of nu stuff to explore n the one who being left with the not so fun sorrounding nih yg rase cam cipan.dah stat calculate duit nak wat tambang gi uk nih.baru sgt lg kot.by the time past 3 to 4 months i think i shud be oke.just keep on praying that the relationship will goes as long as we wish.may the distance n time just wont fade the promises n feelings...how i wish it went out smoothly.getting advices from friends??---maybe not a good one-as kyra said b4..lg tenteramkan lg rase nk pukui jek!and i really get some bad advices-soh carik spare tyre+soh curang-its that kind of gurl she thinks i am??wonder why??
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