bila semuanye xmenjadi... semua xjadik je aku nih...smlm nk gi beli swimsuit yg dah tangguh seminggu tuh...as usuallah...slalu yg aku berkenan xde size...mencik tol~so....g la nk beli mp4 player lg sebijik...alih2 tgk model yg bukan txt screen tuh...kuciwa lg skali...tgk kedai jam plak....org kedai tuh cam paksa2 aku plak suh beli pakai kredit kad.dia nmpk kot dlm dompet aku.yg sbnarnye mak aku punye dol... then nk g beli mini size sunscreen yg spf130 tuh...pon takdak!!gi la plak bread story...xde yg menaikkan napsu plak...ish~tensen nih....utk xmengecewakan diri sendiri aku pon pusing2 tok dptkan sumthing tok dibeli~seb baik aku teringat nak beli selipar tok g kelas.yes.aku mmg pakai selipar ye.cuma bukan yg getah.xtao nape sampai skang tgk rakan2 sume g nuris kawen pakai heels.arr bila rebot2 amik gamba sume menpijak je kaki aku.sakit dowh~jalan atas satu kayu camtuh xsakit ke?ish..no offence la...womens loves heels coz it make ur legs look sexier but in other case it has lots of long terms disadvantages.to be frank ive tried wearing heels b4.jatuh byk kali eh so ive get rid of heels in my diary of life.who wants my heels which i used on my convocation?i only used it once!!foc.i prefer pumps.

and today...woke up early thou kelas setat lambat nk siapkan keje sket...tetiberk...huwa...dedua kelas batal...but still hav 2 go to uitm.i have swimming class today.gonna learn freestyle.yippie yey yey.swimming helps me to stay healthy.u feel calm when ur inside the water.all ur stress will go away.besides it burns calories and built up muscle.good excersice where u didnot have to do several task for different part of your body.u move all ur body all together when ur swimming.u can avoid starving when u swim.when u eat lots..u swim longer.i lost few kilos without skipping any meals or eating unappetizing food.it may take time and the result is not as drastic as u starve but ur patient pays.most important is-u still can eat!!(poyo je nih..hahah)
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@11:15 AM

saturday again bgn awl.masak bfast.ibu xde.outstation lagik.bosan bila kena uruskan umah ngan adik2 yg degil2 nih.semak samun gila.pehtu rush2 bawak nana ngan zamil g nuris kawen.dah kawen...bawak adiah stendet student je la kan.pastu..lupa letak kad.blank betui aku nih.lgpon umah nuris dekat je kat sentul nun.kejap je la sampai.petang plak g la bawak adik2 swim ngan yamin skali.ha...rabu lepas dah abis dah level one swim class tuh.by next monday dah masuk level 2.hoye2.next week dah byk cuti.ade merdeka dan pehtu break sem.seronok dlm sedih.cos tinggal lg satu sabtu lg and pastu...xkan ada dah padil kat sisi aku...........uwaa~
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@10:51 PM

Happy Saturday yey.im very happy today.although padil cannot make it to spend our weekend as he's having his kenduri tomorrow nite which i cant attend-p/s selangor tadak cuti ye encik senin nih.i attend sumthin they called "module" ape tah.some kind cam btn la.this is the 3rd module.i never attend both the previous one.u know me.the damn layz me.after being forced by some of my classmate...me and tepet decided to attend it.just because if we did not-naik court le gamaknye!apart from that..kena summon la.

since early in d morning ive drive to shah alam.its heaven when the highway is empty.luv it.the course should start at 8 but..as usual la kan.nearly 9 baru setat.we re divided into few groups and given few tasks/activities to be done.i laugh lots.it been few years back since ive laugh like this.the horror kind laugh.the last one shud be when i was in semesta bersama konco2 terchenta.ahhh..i miss my friend in semesta a lot..but i have to admit it.most of us had turn into different direction.deep inside..im soo sad.i dont even look at my old school album-a great memories.i cry ye kalo tgk.missing that moment lots.to all my friends who turn out to read this..i lurve u guys so much but i never have enuf courage to say it n act like i do.eh..melahu plaks.enjoy most of the activities although i dont talk much-im damn sleepy.but still it was soooo much fun.and i never ever going to regret attending this course.i lurve my nu classmate.they rockz~!

the course had given me lots of nu impact.it endded at 445 and left me nu memorable moments.at 5 i went to the uitm pool.nk prektis.xpueh ati that friday nye class i cant catch up with the movement.damn pack la pool tuh kalo friday.khaula pon tau.so..she have changed our class to next monday and wednesday.pastu abis dah.satisfied gila today dah bole breastroke properly.excited banget.sal friday nye class kaki gue cramped r.few of my swimming group pon ade.intan,syuk and aisha.after finish swimming we had our dinner together.we just know each other for only few weeks but we get along with each other very well.i like them so much.nu linkage,nu friends.

i need to shop for nu pair of swimsuit(not the sexy2 one k)bak kate ejad yg low kan drag coefficient.cos im addict to swimming rite now.everyday pon g.satu xcukop la.so whut to do tomorrow??-----------TIDO!!

to the one i luv....u know whut im goin to say...:)
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@10:04 PM

i want to cry
i hate my "sister in law wannabe"
looking at ur stupid face make me feel like hitting u
dont use my personal thing sukati mak apak ko je
dare to be rude to me..u should know whut im gonna do
dont la talk bad things bout me behind my back
influencing my sibling to like u
i dont even care&prefer to be d bad one
u r to small to have big talk la beb
dont pretend that ur as goody2 as siti
afterall one day ppl will know(ada kaitan kan?)
even ur "madam attitude" make me sick
beware eh..if i cant control my anger...
I'LL PUNCH u RIte To UR bajET Cute faCE
and i will!!

-poem of the day-
-writting in an unstable emotion and shaking fingers~
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@12:03 AM

tak larat pg td ade test catia.aku nih mmg dasah bengap komputer la.tadik all around mcm aku sorg aje yg xsiap.org len aku tgk sume cam hampir2 nk siap la.sgt2 tertekan.buat drawing pakai pensel ngan bofa lg senang.dah la aku baru sedar kawan 2 aku nih susah sket nak tolong kalo bab2 belajar nih.ade mcm kemut2 sket.tp xpe la.itu hak masing2 kan.pas nih kena la berguru ngan sape2 menatang catia nih.nyusahkan idop betol la.

dah berhari2 g swimming wpon hanye tau renang2 katak je.arinih xg.sakit perot sangat amat.lam kelas pon xberapa nak concentrate lg moody.penangan xbole buat catia nye pasal kan.uish.besok ade kelas swim lg.tah ape plak blajar besok.kalo perot sakit xbes la nk swim.

start arinih genap la lg sebulan b4 sblm padil nye flight g uk.kalo bole time2 camnih la nk spend mase banyak2.tp apakan daya...banyak lg mende penting dia kena buat selain melayan gue.bosan.bosan.jadik akupon benti la berarap~

patotnye next week nih cuti mid term.tp biase la uitm nih macam xpandai2 lg nak setting jadual elok2 b4 masok sem.boleh dikatakan every sem ade pertukaran jadual.bukan saje menyusahkan bdk2 nk planning,lecturer pon slalu complaint.big organisation yg nk menuju towards world class university pon bole ade mslh2 camnih.xberapa kesah kalo cutinye tunda seminggu...ini ada la dekat 3minggu dia tunda.apekebodoooooo nye la.menyakitkan ati betol!fed up..fed up...bdk2 class dah planning nak gi pangkor dah.tp apakan daya........ketidakcekapan mengatasi segala2nya...

*sorry im moody 2day
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@9:05 PM

nu start ape eh lately nih.been very busy.sure or not??im exausted.my routine is very tiring.part i hated most is waking up early in d morning and race to sa.thanks to sentul link.laju sket sampai mahameru.

ive started to manage my money wisely-wiser than b4 la kan.recorded all my expenses.jd tao la mane duit tuh gi.xde la asek short je monthly nye bajet.

tadi is my first swimming lesson.hey there's shud be something to be first afterall.the class was great.i have so much fun.ive made nu frens.and guess whut?the best part is.im officially not afraid of water anymore.besides that,i can swim although its my first class.mind u without pelampung eh!betol la yatz ckp bukannye susah sgt.ejad pon ckp.u have to knoe the technic first.hahha.nu addiction-swimming pool.kaki sakit2 neh.lame xsukan.huhu berangan2 nk dpt body best lepas slalu berenang.wuhuhu.

tomorrow...padil turun kl.almost a week dah xjumpa.xpela..preparing myself for the big day.have to make use to the "no padil" situation.counting days towards the big day.its 4 my future and his future which shud be oke.berbalik la kpd keadaan independent women.sob.sob.

then.tomorrow is megaday.interpart match for mechanical student.gonna play netball which im not very good at.tp biasala.game tuhhhhhhhhh ajela yg plg common.bedal je la.ibu sponsor nasik ayam.nyum2 bole belasah byk2 nih~eheheh..ppl my mom likes to contribute..be good to me if u need sponsors!hah!
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@12:31 AM