PaNaS~ ya Allah..kenapa la waktu tgh genting2 mcm nih byk plak cabaran dan dugaan yg dtg.aku nih da la jenis cengeng.senang betol nak sedih.tolong la kawan2.doakan la semoga aku kuat dan tabah menempuhi segalanya.sesungguh nya sakit itu xterdaya nk dilawan seorg diri.sakit sangat2..sakit sgt...kesakitan itu dtg juga setelah sekian lama aku nanti2kan...

C-U-R-I-o-u-s???
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@10:54 PM

slamat jakan korea. sekian harap maklum.pergila enko korea dr idop aku.aku mmg zsuka sgt blaja enko nih.tp disebabkan terpakse makse.den pon amik larr.abis gundah gulana idop den tigo sem ekau tau idak.resah gelisah everysingle time ade test ke spetah lg speaking test.bahase ko dahla susah.ade bunyik terang.ada bunyik gelap.ade yg formal pastu xformal pastu plak ade ngan kawan2 lain plak,pelik,asal xpakai yg informal jek?bajet konon bahase pasar la.wekk.semoga diwaktu result kuar nnt..aku xla bace ekau ngan status "mengulang".puh kanan.puh kiri.mintak2 jauh.wpon ceta2 korea,bajet2 best.xpe la.say good bye.aku xmauk dekat-dekatin sama kamuk lagik.syooohhhhh.aku suda gila ckp sama itu subject bahase.kesimpulannye disini..aku mmg xsuka blaja bahase.kategori subjek plg dibenci di planet ini.

kemudian..ingin disambung disini.ditaktala pagi2 hening sewaktu mood2 aku masih jernih..kenapala...ade sipompuan yg bwk keta cam siak.bajet myvi yg bontot beso mcm pompuan gugur 7 tuh bagus sgt ke?i dun even care whut car u drive but u annoyed me.pale otak dia la dipagi2 yg hening nak himpit2 kata aku bajet pawer.ape jadah.eh...aku xpedulik la.nak race ke?malas aku nk layan.sbb punkok ko yg beso tu aku cam xselera je.bila aku cucuk2 tau plak takot aku langgar keta ko.almaklum la aku pasang lampu beso.sape soh himpit aku.line aku.aku dok baik2 xkaco ko.ko kaco aku ape pasal.sengal sungguh.inila yg kadang aku menyampah tgk pompuan bawak keta.konon bila dgn pompuan lain.perghh nak tunjuk dia hebat gila la bawak.tp terhegeh2.pantang nampak kalo pompuan nak potong bajet pawer jugak nk tunjuk macho tersemput2 xnak kasik potong.time tuh la dia pon nak sama laju.padan la org tak suka cara sesetengah pompuan bawak.kadang2 mmg mcm taik!talking thru xperience!!!!!
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@7:53 PM

fed up aku dah fed up dah nk stadi korea nih.bukak past yer haram jadah vocabulary haku hancus!sume org tanye 3 sem aku blaja xde yg masok ke.infiniti lg.sakit pale n tertekan amat sgt.cikgu aku si tepet yg teror korea nih plak xbalik2 lg dr kpg.alah.dia xstadi pon konfom tetiap sem A.makan apetah aku pun xtau.pawer2 je sume carry mark.tgh pk2 nih worth it ke idak kalo setadi dan xsetadi.hak.hak.hak
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@2:05 PM

It's a small world after all~ first of all..padil celebration burstday was fun.though we celebrate it one day earlier.ahah.hav too.nak save time konon2 nak setadi.had our buffet dinner and other event.its a secret occasion.hahha.burstday prices?ugh.shall not mentioned it here.out of all...he get an unforgettable suprises of all time..not from me!had an offer to further his study to UK.yey!congatulations.he's leaving this september.mcm lame je lg kan.tp tgk2 tup tap dah blan 9.wa...menjanda la haku....dah berangan2 nak kirim mcm2 dr sane.shud kumpul lots of money so that i can travel there often.agaggaa....

secondly.. my korean paper is on this wednesday.but...till now..i havent started my revision.please note.i hate this subject very much and i dont have any intention to lurve this subject.i was forced to take korean for my second language OK!susah gilak.ngan tulisan pelik2.urgghhh...xpe.last sem for korean.untill we meet again layter~

last but not least...ive been browsing around through others frenster.it a small world actually.when u go through somebody u know through their profile and viewing their photos and u recognize sum1 familiar in that photos.have u ever been in my place?2 different people u know but was connected thru u by different linkage.arghhh...tend to be that way after all.then..theres someone i know..we are not very close or not close at all..annoys me lots.keep boasting ppl with whut she@he have.ya.ya.i know that u r so damn pandai.study oversea lg.tp jgn la boast mcm org lain kt dunia nih anda pandang sblh mata saje.maybe u have everthing that others wish to have but on the other side maybe others who have nothing at all is much much more happier than u r.babe...jgn la berlagak sgt...tuhan xsuka ya...

bye then,,,,,
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@8:34 PM

Happy Birthday My Padil

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena langkah merapu tanpa dirimu
Karena hati telah erti

Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memmujamu
Tanpamu sepinyan waktu merantai hati
Bayangmu seakan akan....

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang ku hela kau selalu ada

Hanya dirimu yang bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi....
dan sepi...

selalu ada
kau selalu ada.....
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@3:06 PM

ada apa sama kamuk?
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@2:13 AM

At 4 in da morning baru je abis buat latihan every chapter.at last.tp kalo aku nih xtau la.bila dah buat kerja byk2 nih dah xtau yg mane ujung pangkal.campor aduk.ni ngan sambil2 chat ngan dak ejad.sian dia.he's going thru one chapter of life which is very difficult.been there before.welcome to my life.this is real world.true friends stay.others will stab.and leave u bleed.ull learned something.at least.

sian sgt2.tp nothing could be done.things happened.keep on walking and dont look back.ill support u everysingle step u make.

besok.last day nak stadik b4 paper fluid.preparation?tak sure sampai tahap mane.but by tomorrow nak buat latihan soklan2 past yer.ituje la yg termampu.hanya berdoa dan terus berdoa agar gue bisa buat final elok2.apala nasib org2 pick up siput cam haku nih..

ape nak ceta huh?lupa la?dah sangap maknenye...katil kata mari...buku kata brani~!!

khas utk tatapan bee setiap pagi masok kirja...hak..hak.. :3)
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@4:20 AM

meja setadi saya
inila keadaan meja setadi saya apabila keadaannye sungguh tidak terurus
mmg suka stadi kat umah compare ngan kat kolej

keadaan hostel kat u ngan kat semesta xsama langsung

surrounding yg sgt xselesa tok stadi...dunno why~
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@8:30 PM

fatigue
sampai satu saat yg xtertahan.aku akn jadi benci banget bace dan kire2.kalo aku stop buat calculation sume nnt ati aku risau yg melampau2 takot xsempat kaver sume.tp,bila aku buat..aku dah ade rase menyampah yg amat2 sgt.sakit pale.ish...bila tah sume nih nak stop.cepat la final.dah xlarat dah.nak buat mende2 yg berpaedah lain plak selain belajar spt menguruskan badan.hahaha.xhabis2.metabolisme bdn xberapa bagus.badan cepat naik.bosan betol.menci sungguh tgk org yg manjg kurus xpernah gemok.xaci.dan kejam juga org2 yg meletakkan std bhw gemok itu huduh.dan juga jahat sume yg reka baju tok org2 yg nipis shj.bosan!otak aku dah fatigue.aku dah xtau dah mende nak stadi,wpon lom abis stadi.pale dah berdenyut2.maybe sbb tgk concert smlm lama sgt kot.drpd konon2 nak release stress dan jadik bertambah.bydway,the concert was awesome minus the indon la ofcos.they were pretty scary.memula dok depan tp xtahan la ngan ragam indonesian nih.they scared me to death.no wonder la their country byk rusuhan.gi blkg2 sket tpt malaysian ppl komplot.aman...malaysian ppl are much more civilized.don care la kalo yg melayu terkinja2 ke hape ke.they dont disturbed other ppl.as 4 me...tgk concert dgn hanye goyang2 pale sket2 je smbl menyanyi(kalo tau)dan menghayati.nu band called themselves ungu was so owesome.gonna launch their album next week here&surely gonna buy it.not forget to be mentioned that the lead singer is schoooo cute.harharhar.surely la kemuncaknye pd persembahan dewa.plg havoc mase dewa la.gigi pon bes banget.cokelat pon.arrr sume bes la.tp mcm ade diskriminasi sal mase dewa nye show...pergh..lighting hebat2....lom stat dah ade fireworks.bile ratu kuar duet ngan dewa pas lagu teman tp mesra.kaki aku yg dah sejok2 dok lam ujan sepnjg konsert bersama takongan air dlm kasot dah xdaya nak berdiri.haku kuar awal sket.lgpon xnak himpit2 ngan sume org yg basah2.kuar2 tgk mai oii...ramainye fru.seb kuar awl.pasnih kalo ade indonesian band lg dtg...sorry to say...seram nak dtg...please indonesia educate your ppl b4 sending them here.
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@9:47 PM

8 hours
marila membusukkan diri bersama rakyat2 indonesia
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@12:52 PM

sajaerk Four jobs I have in my life:
1)customer service asst-menara kl
2)cashier-k4 wm
3)cashier-jj alpha angle
4)admin-proton

Four TV shows i love to watch:
1)america's next top model
2)desperate housewives
3)dia
4)sume sitcom2 yg lawak

Four Places i've Lived:
1)raub
2)gombak
3)shah alam
4)tarak

Four places i've been on vacation to:
sume dalam mesia shj.sekian harap maklum.

Four places i'd rather be:
1)bed
2)home
3)beside him
4)anywhere on earth where i dont really hav to use my brain

Four of My Favourite Food:
1)nasik
2)ikan keli
3)coklat
4)sume makanan.aku mmg hobi melantak

Four Websites I Visit Daily:
1)yahoo
2)yahoo
3)frenster
4)weldingengineer-bajet best~
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@8:13 PM

kusutnyer di waktu dan ketika ini.
aku sgt la bosan ngan keje skula yg xsuda2.
nak mati ke nak final pon nk keje skola.
kanye aku buat pon.
tiru jeks tau dak!.
pon nk pakse2 anto.
tp,disebabkan kesedaran tinggi yg haku nih bangang.
terpakse la cam poyo2 anta.
wpon aku benci.
plak dah.
kawan haku mtk scan kan.
aku pon cam baik tlg scan.
kesudahannye..xlarat.
cukop mkn je aku scan.
nk mampos.
dekat 15 muka yg aku dah scan je mauk masuk 1 jam.
peluh cam pig dah nih.
huwaa.bila la sume ni nak berakhir.
ni pon xhabis2 attach file.
cam babik.
benci blaja.benci sume org.
sume nak dengki.sume nak carik pasal.
sume cam aku je jahat.mmg aku jahat.
tp aku xkaco org kalo ko xkaco haku.
ckp2 blkg ada bagus ka.ckp depan.
nak rase bisa xbisa nye berantakan sama gue.
aku xsuka nak gado2 dah.rimas.
cam babik je.
pesanan haku.mind ur own business.
haku xmintak duit lo or nyusahkan lo.
xsuka aku dah.jgn nak hasut2 urang.bajet best..
aku xde kawan cam ko dan boy band ko pon xkisah.
satu sen pon xluak dr poket aku.
lg aku campak2 je.erkk..ye sehingga mana da aku merepeks.
emo yg xterkawal......
aku sendirik pon xpaham diri aku jd kowang org lain jgn nk pepandai buat conclusion tok diri haku..
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@12:26 AM

driver yes.i am a permanent driver to pa&ma.no excuses when needed.hav to drive all the way to kuantan.visited my 5th bro at his school.bosan!tp yesh...pecah record.pegi one and half hour je.tp on the way back cam kiwak.aper kejadahnye di hari maulud nabi yg indah dan permai nih kowang repair tung tang tung tang..here and there.hello...we r not paying 3 tol along the way to stuck in dis stupid trafic jam.i had enuf traffic jams everyday from gbk-sa.sengal2 otot tau dak.seb la dah beli red bull.hak.hak.cam bagus.by d way..i prefer to drive long distance rather than short distances.i enjoyed long distance drive since ive proudly had my P.which is just after my spm.with my old love "kancil ex660".terkedek2 sana,terkedek2 sini.dahla at that time there's no highway to pantai timur.to kuantan je almost 4 hours.lg la mengekor bontot2 lori gajah yg maha lembab bersama kereta kecil yg agak2 x berapa nak laju.my xxx was sumwhere in pantai timur area and i drove to PT quite often back then.siap bley anta2 few of my friends balik kpg kat terengganu.singgah2 umah ros lagik.gi pantai sana.gi pantai sini.apak ros blanja pelbagai jenis keropok.seronotnye.huh.whut a memory.that was about 4 years back.its before ive change into someone boring.its before i couldnt afforded to fill my own gases.hahahah.how pathetic.im broke~
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@8:00 PM

74 Q 1. Are u wearing a necklace? >> no
2. Does your computer have a mouse? >> yah
3. Who is the main person u talk to in each of yourclasses? >> tepet&ejad
4. Do u have a cut in your nose? >> cut in?do you mean pierce?yes
5. Are u rich? >> in between
6. How many bedrooms do u have in your house? >> 6
7. What song r u listening 2? >> pump it
8. What's the last mall u went 2? >> jj-nearest
9. Are u alone? >> alone in my haunted room
10. Do u have any older siblings? >> 6 of them
11. What is the last thing u ate? >> curry ibu
12. Who was the last person 2 come over yourhouse? >> padil
13. Who was the last person that called u? >> sadly,nobody call
14. Who was the last person u texted? >> padil again
15. What time is it? >> 1040pm
16. What should u be doing? >> study fluid mechanics..but u know...
17. Did u go out to eat yesterday? >> no.ate at home.better.cheaper.save.
18. What r u thinking right now? >> final exams
19. What color is your shirt? >> white
20. What do u feel like eating? >> nothing
21. Are u in college? >> ya,getting sick of it
22. Are u bored? >> i lurve to be bored
23. Miss anyone right now? >> my old frens who have change a lot
24. Do u wear glasses? >> ye.idupku gelita tanpanya
25. Are your toes painted? >> inai pd ibu jari shj
26. Last thing u drank? >> teh o
27. Last word u typed? >> >> teh o.haha
28. Who do u love? >> god,family,my man&my friends&enemy(daa~)
29. What are u looking at? >> books
30. What's the last word u said? >> adoiii
31. Do u have lip-gloss on? >> tidak
32. Do u have eyeliner on? >> masih juga tidak
33. Sleep with or without clothes on? >> bersama pakej lengkap
34. Prefer black or blue pens? >> black
35. Dress up on Halloween? >> no need to dress up,i look like a pumpkin all the time
36. Like to travel? >> absolutely
37. Like Some1? >> not only 1.many
38. Do they know? >> la.opkos
39. Who sleeps with u every night? >>teddybeardulugemokskangdakurusadiahkonvo
40. Think u're attractive? >> if people think fat is attractive then ill say yes
41. Want 2 get married? >> sure but not in the mean time
42. 2 whom? >> sapo2 la yg tlh dia tenetukan
43. Are u a good student? >> im a big fat lazy ass
44. Are u currently happy? >> dizzy
45. Have u ever cheated on a test? >> yes.skang da malas.markah sikit pon bedal je
46. Birthplace >> hkl
47. Christmas or Halloween? >> christmas dpt adiah
48. Colored or black-and-white photo? >> colored
49. Do long distance relationships work? >> dunno and dun care
50. Do u believe in God? >> melampau kalo xpercaya
51. Do u believe in love? >> love change our life either in d best way or worst
52. Do u drink? >>bukan berakoholol shj
53. Do u make fun of people? >> err..sumtimes
54. Do u think dreams eventually come true? >> dreams with hardwork
55. Favorite cartoon character? >> nightmare b4 christmas&emily
56. Go to the movies or rent? >> movies&pirated dvds
57. Have u ever moved on? yes if moving is the best way for life to keep on going
58. How's the weather right now? >> warm
59. Last time u cut your hair? >> dun even remember
60. Last person u talked to on the phone? >> xpenting.xhingat
61. Loud or soft music? >> d trash2 one xsuke
62. Mcdonalds or Burger King? >> both
63. Night or day? >> nite
64. Number of pillows? >> 1
65. Piano or guitar? >> both
66. Current thought? >> ngantok sey tp buku xbace lg
67. Current longing? >> mp3player,newpairsof levis,newclothnmpksgtyglamexmuat)
68. Current disappointment? >> test results and carry marks
69. Last thing u ate? >> curry
70. Most recent thing u are looking foward 2? >>shopping at bandung
71. What are u wearing right now? >> shirt n shorts
72. Plans for the weekend? >> no plan at all
73. What did u do today? >> pegi kelas yg batal,tido,tgk ceta DIA
74. Are u in love? >> most of the time
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@10:33 PM

release~ family-the most effective way to reduce stress!!
i dunno for others.but for me it do.
all those headache and unproper lifestyle change in a strike.
surrounded by love ones make me feel like alive once again.
thought that i couldnt hold it long enuf.everything started to fade away.
images of sucess are actually not even where it shud be anymore.
glad it ended when it shud be.2 weeks towards final exam for my 5th sem.
why so slow huh?dont ask me.everything had been written up there.just following the flow n trying hard to do it the right way.i do try oke~
first paper will start on the 20th and the last one on the 8th.
i need a vacation.ayah will gave me money to make my passport.yeay~
he gonna bring me to bandung.its shopping spree time.but dunno when la kan.my last paper on 8th may and dad is not around at that time.
maybe on june or julai.so..before that.i think shud use the "passport wisely".hahahahha.
evil laugh.had enuf money to go sumwhere just pass the border.had actually inform my "tour guide to be"to be ready.huhuh..lalalala...thinking of vacation make me realese and make me wat to study harder and smarter.and that's whut i need!
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@10:27 PM