besday zamil happy besday my dear zamil...u r 10 today...tup tap tup tap..dah sepuluh thn dah zamil bersama kami sekeluarga...may u'll be with us forever and be a good boy...tp he's not around at home...ibu broght him and nana to kuantan...as usual..my busy mum ade event..kali nih ngan era..went there jadik bring muiz along...take a leave 4 weekend..konon2 release stress la..muiz nak pmr tahun nih...dis week is the most tiring week in my life...terlalu penat sampai xbgn pagi friday tuh...almaklumla...berulang dr gbk ke shah alam mmg la sangat amat jauh...kad tounch n go pon dah merudum...nak kena top up lg...money.money.money.event umah sewa pon blom ade yg satisfied lg...xpaham sbenarnye ngan dak2 nih...ade yg xnak umah xfurnished,ade yg xnak dok reramai,ade yg bf xbg dok sek 7,tanak umah atas sbb presure air kurang la...mcm2 peel...4 me asal murah dan selesa dah memadai...kata pon sewa dan terdesak!!aku dok raub dolu punyerla susah..jadik jugak manusia.aku pon xtau ape yg derang nak...pg2 lg td dah gi shah alam siapkan presentation bell.cabot number ari rabu arituh..tgk2 dpt number satu...nak kena bentang next week...nasib berkeras nak buat pg...sampai 6 ptg pon tak siap2 lg...kalo stat ptg sure xbergerak lg gaknyer!tuh pon tghari tuh gi tgk apt baiduri..indah kabar dr rupa...mahal yarabbi tp bilek alahai...kecik nak mampos...xkesah umah kecik pon..tp tuan umah tuh nak sumbat 9 org beramai2 lam tuh...very the sempit la jadiknyer~jadik kitarang yg dah kua duit nih kenkonon nak bayar deposit pon cam murung dan xjadik~~~busannyer mencari umah nih kan.taik tol.smlm siang kira call..ade la ceta2 terhangat dipasaran..terkejot jugak.xpernah2 call kan...tetibe jek.hurm...then mlm tuh gi karaoke ngan padil.bukan karaoke yg biase tuh erk.yg karaoke in d box kat ampang point tuh.huhuhu.it was very fun and i do enjoyed it very2 much wpon nyanyi cam dlm tandas je ngan padil tuh.momokak ajo ekau tuh...ehehehe...bukan gi sesaje sbenarnye.padil tuh nak survey camne system tuh function.ade projek2 berkaitan..aku nyemak nyanyi je.memandangkan labtop nih dah pakai hotspot td part 2 buat keje buat kat petronas 7...saje je on kan internet.kalo xrugi la plak kan beli tp x pakai.sambil2 buat kerja sesambil la kan.hurmm...percaya pd diri dgn azam dan keyakinan...bersambung@
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@8:07 AM

ngeh. barusan aja cuci kasot.saja je ol.penat sey todey(as usual la kan..xyah mention pon everybody knows it)adeh...amende la lampu bilik aku nih...manjang tgh kusyuk2 je terpadam..sakit plakx ati aku menaip dlm gelap..tade mende nak ceta..saje je gian menaip...hahahah(bole??)td sampei awl lg.ade je bebising ckp aku dah berubah.berubah jd yg lbh baik pon salah ke?ke cemburu dan rase insecure?takot aku lg perform?inila perempuan.bukan org lain pon kawan sendiri.tp td bebetol tersentak dgr one of my frend ckp.."buatpe kita sibok2 pikir pasal kawan2..kawan2 pikir ke pasal kita??"...sgt terkedu dgr statement tuh...ermm..kalo kite betul2 sincere kawan sure kita akn pk pasal kawan2 kite...tak betul ke?..kalo jenis aku la.tatau plak ada yg camtuh.very the selfish upernye.maybe tgh ade bf xpk la kawan2.nnt dah kecewa ke ape.kawan2 gak yg ko carik.soo...by hook or by crook....do care n remember to those who never fail to be rite beside you in every situation...tetibe teringat haslia...nak gi mesej dia la..
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@10:21 PM

Serabut dtg lg... serabut dtg lg...
ye mmg luaran nmpk hepi dupi je...
tp mmg byk lg yg ngah runsing nih...
byk plka mende nak kena pk...
dah la sakit prot nih non stop lg...
apola nasib...
seb bek hr nih monday blue xmenyerang...
class en zamri kensel plak...
aku dah agak dah coz arinih dak2 2nd batch reg...
dia kan ketua kos...
musti bz...
jangakaan aku mmg tepat...
baru lps ckp kat tepet kelas nih mayb tade...
tros zamri call kensel...
huhuhuh...
kensel tok besok skali...
bagosla...
xpayah aku merantau pepagi buta seseko diri...
pg td dah la awl gile sampai itm...
kalo kua lmbt kang xsampai tros plak...
so better prevent it...
memandangkan aku nih mmg slalu la sgt tuh terlmbtnyer...
bdak2 nih plak confuse tgk aku dah tercegat pepg buta...
bermacam2 kaedah kutukan aku dpt...
eheheh buat2 tersipu2 malu ajela...
balik teros gi beli buku kat mukmin...
belikan wana ngan adah skali...
tak bwk kua dr plastik pon lg aku nih...
sempat plak tuh gi beli kain baju cotton kat nagoya...
murah la amat 2.50 semeter...
tp tempah jahit selai 45..nak mampos!!
saje je beli kain cotton...sejok sikit kot...
lg pon menyerap penoh...
tade la jalan tepi org ditaktala hari yg panas...
berbau asemmmmm....
next week baju siap...pantas jugak la...
yet...still xsempat nak gi clickers...
aku nih kalo kerja tuh skali dah tangguh mesti slalu je bersambung2 tangguh...
sumthin d need to be change...
hurmm...pegi hp nyer service centre ngan padil td...
bes pulak...
ade laptop siap internet....
ade 34 inch flat screen...
ade mesin air nestle tuh...
preee aje...kalo beli percup tuh slalu ade la 2henget lebeh...
sediakan kek lg...ehehehe....
paper sofa sume ade....
dok lepak saje hari2 pon xrugi...wahahha...
buruks2@!#%$
ermmm....nih mlm nih nak pk plak...
ape la yg nak buat tajok tok speech com nih...
memandangkan not in d gud mud...
otak pon kureng berfungsi ngan aktif....
any idea guys??
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@7:21 PM

old same routine da one week stat kelas.miserable gak la.cos satu kapal yakni sume kosmate xdpt hostel.cam babik gak la.tp nak wat ape.dah xdpt.dak2 nih sume wat rayuan.aku?malas.tau dah mmg xlayak.nak cr umah sewa ke bilek sewa je.ngah 2gu dak2 yg lps rayuan xdpt kolej gak.kalo ade merempat je la.xyah menyewa.save bajet.hurm,skang ngah tade mud nak buat pape.dunno why.even dak2 lame ajak lepak pon aku mls.lepak utk berseronot pon malas.pelik kan?.nak kate aku homely type..jauh panggang dr api.tp mud utk berkawan nih akn ilang tetibe bile ade mende yg xkena dihati.pegi mampos la ngan org2 yg perasan hebat.cukop tak suka kalo berkawan nih pilih2 bulu dan ade kontijen2 tertentu..ingat aku heran...kalo rase kaye dan hebat sgt..urmm...sorry la u never gonna be on my list!aku xjakun nak berkawan ngan kaum bertentangan nih...mslh gak kalo ade jenis suke test market nih.abaikan je.mmg xsuke amik port hal2 mcm nih.sape yg kenal ngan aku mmg tau la aku mmg xberkenan memenda mcm nih.mungkin gak kehilangan mud aku nih disebabkan dah tiga hari aku sakit prot dan ceber.aku pon xtau punca and mls gile nak gi klinik slagi xmemudaratkan.tp kalo sampai masok kelas pon caber..payah gak la kan.hurmm...smlm aizat mesej...dah nak bertolak dah gi umrah...besla ade peluang macam tuh...he's ask me whether ade doa x nak soh dia sampaikan.ade ke dia ingat aku majok.xde maknenye.ada la mulot2 makcik2 keypoh cam dot dot dot nih buat menyampai.plis.jaga tepi kain anda sendiri.maybe pd anda bercerita pasal org itu menyeronokkan.tunggu ajela mase bila org plak bercerita pasal anda.tentu seronok kan?hurm.apetah nk buat.mmg tade mud sgt2.nak gi carik buku pon mls.dak2 nih mengharapkan aku je nak ngusha buku kat sume tpt banding rege.buat sendiri-sendiri xbole ke?blaja la sikit xpyh bergantong kat org.kalo korang rase mls nk turun kl..makan kos...ko xpk aku ke?...sblm aku merepek dgn lbh panjg dan menyakitkan ati byk org baik aku stop dan tgk sume dvd ceta2 baru(as not in d mud nak jln n tgk movie)herbie..fantastic4..amitvylle..and the list goes on.dot.
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@12:50 AM

hip hip horey bought my labtop and 3 in 1 printer...sonok sangat...
but my haircut really sucks...dah nampak cam terencat akal
the bad hair days return
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@12:43 AM

The Princess Wannabe Party!! ya..ya...today is the bursday celebration 4 my lil sis...supposed d party should start at 630 tp tatau whuts d reason jalan ape tah..tun razak closed...jadik timing lari...sampai sane lmbt...planner lmbt..invited guest pon same...mujurla abg aku ngan bakal kakak iparku dah sampai awal...to inform then about d problem...everything were handled by the mcd staff..nothing to do at all...just sit down eat and enjoy the moment~daaa...easy or not??wut u hav to do is membazir quite large amount of money to be treated like a princess and the royal family...(ahahha...syok kalo byk duit kan)hurm...the party was great..mariana enjoy her day as a princess...tp cuma beberapa menit je she can behave well...at last kembali jadik hantu cina...comot2 dah akhirnye...sonok arrr...jeles gak i dun hav an experience like dis when i was a little gurl....many2 times i told her"tak aci..why i didnt get dis"..she answered with a boost"kak yani jeles nape?"...oh celupar ye kamu kecik2...haahah...its oke...overall if she's happy....im happy too...makan kenyang(yer...dont really want to think about d cholestrol capacity at all)...sonok tgk spastik2 je dak2 kecik nih main2....lots and lots of present....and the barbie chocolate cake was fantastic!!sedap nak mam~huhuhu...i'm lovin it
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@3:02 PM

My Mom Shopping?? tak pernah seumur idop aku tgh mak aku xcited shoping but not today!!pepagi buta ayah dah kejot ckp nak gi sogo..ade ape tah...sale yg brg2 umah tuh...bangun rr wpon..mata tanak bukak...lgpon dah lame giler tak gi bershopping...bajet~sbenarnye nak carik baju ala2 princess tok burstday nana...hurm...jumpe la...baju flower gurl yg berkenan dihati nana tuh....eiii kecik2 pon memilih....nak colour purple...itu pon after about hour and half...baru dis small gurl satisfied with the gown...then shoes lg...hairband...socks...all complete in one package!!i am completely tired and not in d mood anymore to shop...but suddenly my mom wanted to buy shirt for her...ikot je la...and upah dpt dua kemeja ayah belikan tok gi kelas...ala2 sopan gitu...wuhuhu....ingat da sampai d end and nak balik tp hurmm...sampai bwh tgk my mum tgh pegang 5 set cada...pastuh nak beli 6 ketol bantal yg dlm dia bulu tuh...huwaaaa...byknyer...lame plak tuh....tambah lg cadar....pastuh beli pulak langsir baru....penat tau!balik bwk la beg plastik yg beso giler cam santa claus berjalan...sbb parking kat tp buat ic tuh...ape name shopping complex tuh ...ala yg ade jpn tuh....hurm....wuteva la...pehtuh balik ingat nak tido...tak sempat plak...biaser la...ade all time fav show aku AF
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@10:43 PM

losing my mind disebalik kegembiraan tentu ada kedukaan..
disebalik kedukaan pasti ada cahaya kegembiraan..
ketahuilah sahabat..
ketahuilah teman..
saat bersamamu adalah antara saat-saat plg bermakna dlm hidupku...
gelak tawa bersama senantiasa teguh dlm kotak kenangan ini...
detik dan memori...
tak mungkin akan hilang..
walau disambar lautan api..
walau dipanah onak dan duri...
keutuhan ini moga kekal abadi...
moga tak luput dihati...
walau pengganti dtg dan pergi~

whut is dis actually?
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@3:54 AM

menulis lg..... again..and again...and again...its 3:20 am in the morning..im still awake and ive already used to it...have 2 la kan...maybe i need not sleep today to make an adjustment on my sleeping behavior...shud or shud not??shud kot....leh esok pg ikot ayah ngan ibu gi pasar....lame gile xgi pasar borong....sbb mls bangun pg....and then...tommorrow will be another tiring day 4 me...nak ikot ayah ngan ibu jalan2...tade la jalan sgt...ermmm....nak carik baju ala2 princess and matching shoes for mariana...d burstday celeb is on sunday...so ade la lam 50++ ppl yg akn attend burstday party tuh...hope it will be fun~comel je nana pakai baju princess ngan kek princess...she gonna look fantastic!!comelnyer~4me..saje nak ikot...nak carik baju kurung siap cotton la...buat gi kelas...sejok sket...and then kalo sempat nak gi beli labtop skali...tp aku rase cam xsempat je tuh..comfirm...hurm rase cam nak beli sendiri tp mslhnyer ibu nak beli pakai kredit card...so kenala bawak...smlm plaks ibu ade cakap pasal model2 kereta...huhuhu...hepinye...tapi tuh xtau la tuh brape bulan akan dtg punyer plan tuh...sian kancil~eheheheh...ermm...then smlm ade satu surat yg sgt kelako giler sampei kat umah aku...surat tawaran kemasukan ke Cybernatics College...wekekekekhhihihihhuhuhuhuwawawa....terbahak2 aku gelak....ape brg??~!!dah la bole siap2 pilih kos ape yg aku nak....sc komputer ke...business ke...management ke...ader plak tawaran camtuh...lawak oii lawak....surri la...i'm into engineering la...lgpon dah nak naik sem lain dah...pahal plak sampai surat camtuh....ade ke dil ckp aku ade isi borang..hello??sorry kot...if i ader isi borang skalipon its not goin to be cybernatics~where suckx ppl produce..OOoopPs...ekekek...argghhh wtf la...ape aku merepek nih??tgh rimas ngan spek aku nih....tak sukeeeeeeeeeeeeee pakai spek.................tp xpakai xnampak plak...leceh tol la...berat je atas idong nih...berminyak2 pulak tuh...eiii...nnt nak soh ayah beli spek lain lg la.....rimas.rimas.rimas.
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@3:19 AM